Stupid men

So I apologized to my friend.

I realized that I wanted him in my life... that kicking him out wasn't helping me any.
We talked, he was confused... but the conversation went well.
But today he wouldn't answer my text/email.
So I don't know what's going on.

Tried a couple of dating sites... the only guys that looked interesting (and trust me, there weren't many) didn't date women with kids...
FML